Something April-ish: She said, "Pipe me!"

  If you see any difference in my writing style, then it's noted that I haven't taken my medicine [insert weed joke] regularly.  Yeah, in my last blog, it was inspired by the constant barrage of people who had a...ok i won't go into that field of interest (besides, I told myself that I wouldn't go that route anyway).

     So yeah, April is here. weeks have passed since Momo-con 2010, and I have to say, the first post-con week was a trip to the psyche ward up until Friday when i promised my self an MP3 player and headphones that take you places like ecstasy [oh crap, another drug reference].  Second week was pretty decent; big brother was hard at work, and I yelled out "Fuck outside world, too bright for eyes" upon learning four days of Japanese. Just recently, I came out of hiding in the form of going to a game lounge near my house playing Final Fantasy 13 and Street Fighter 4.  Also I was asked to go to an amusement park, and as fun as it was, it was a slight "meh". I say that because I felt the general public isn't ready for me and vice-versa. This also accounts for Thursday [April 2] when for the first time i was forced to church. I use this term loosely because I never thought my mom would put date rape substances in my pink lemonade to get me to do extracurricular worship past Sunday and Wednesday [aside from events and fasts]; and son-of-a-bitch [sorry, Lord] I show up with my 1 gig blasting loudly to the heavens like trumpets to the rapture, with mind howling "Screw civilization, kill they arse".  Some of you wonder, "Wataru-sama, why so angsty", well...  To answer this, I've set aside a transitional point to where I want to get tons of goals in order; not to mention my so-called playboy persona [emphasis on so-called].  Therefore, I tried to set myself in a state of isolation and focus so I can better appreciate the people who I care for and love.  In blunt "Zero Punctuation" style honesty, there a few people who I deem trustworthy in my book. In Wataru's dictionary, that means, one or more people I can talk to without feeling awkward or uncomfortable.  They're also not scared to tell me what's up.


   Overall, I want to feel a much better sense of accomplishment, and that I'm benefiting from making the miracle work.  That way I won't suck at a fighting game again, or look like a total asswipe to women.  Jinkies...!!